Goodbye old dream !!!

The same door is locked again, and the OLD DREAM is turned to be the DEAD DREAM

Hey, my dearest dream..
Rest in peace
Goodbye now...
and FOREVER

!!!!

The old dream..

 

 

Well, it's not a big confession...

It's just an old sleeping dream, that was about to be lost, is witnessing a slow Awakening...

The door that was locked is maybe about to be opened again

And the same hope is creeping afraid into my heart!!

Now...

All what is needed to be done is saying:

 (Ya Allaah)…

The missing life... (A scene of a girl's semi- life)!

After remembering those memories that she is spending all her time escaping from...

 She decided to oblige herself to sleep, in order to avoid the horrible war that was about to break out in her tired head...

 She went to the kitchen to make a cup of tea for her sleepless father, before going to her bed.

 Waiting for the water to boil, she looked through the kitchen's big window with those miserable eyes, staring at nothing!

 Seconds passed like hours!

 She suddenly attended to the sky... And thought how lovely is it!

 Then, out of her agony, she wondered how can she still think in this way؟!

 How can she still notice prettiness?!

Again, she drowned in a moment of deep sadness, and then she turned her sight directly to the source of that awesome sound, as if it has a kind of magical effect on her soul, the laughing of a little girl who was holding the hands of her mother and jumping happily,  Oh, how innocent is she!

She allowed her lips to draw a slight smile on her pale face and after that began to observe the people's movements at the street and create scenarios for their day in her mind!

After that, she contemplated her life and said with an internal mournful voice "oh my God I am dead-alive"!

Deep, sad silence was cut by her crying voice when she whispered after a long shaking breath "I miss Life"

The water was boiling…

She stepped back to the kitchen and poured the tea into the cup...

Before she left the kitchen, she went to the window again and looked through it as if it's the last time for her to see (the life)!

She turned off the kitchen's lights, and went to her father, giving him the cup, and wishing him a nice day…

Finally… she went to her bed ending a day of her semi-life by the rescuer sleep… the semi- death
!!!

 THE END

I have a deep voice !!

I have secrets,
I have memories...
I have a scattered heart, and a sick mind
I have a lot of things to say...
yes...
I HAVE A DEEP VOICE !!
I know I am always silent, but no one knows what is lyin' behind this silence,
even ME !
I don't know what is lyin' behind this silence
and I think I'll never know!
All what I know is that, although stop talkin' is my choice,
a mysterious, deep part within my soul still sometimes...
wants to SPEAK
!!!